10DP3DTBeta Day

Last night before going to bed, I read over at Thalia's that the brave girl POAS and got a BFP. This is the first good news I've read in a great while and I was so excited. This morning I checked in and read that she's started to bleed. I pray that it's only implantation bleeding and that all will be well. Please go on over there and give the girl some much needed support.

Today is Mother's Day here in the States, and it's my beta day.

I am nervous as all hell.

So off to shower and dress...and then a 50 mile drive to the clinic. I could have done the test closer to home, but since I am still classfied as "infertile/non pregnant", the test wouldn't be covered by insurance and would cost something on the order of $300US.

J is working today and so my closest friend, JS, has offered to drive me to the clinic. What a godsend that is. I haven't driven since my retrieval as our cars are all manual transmissions (except mom's camry, of course). But it's a lovely drive on a highway that meanders through hills, the bay on one side, and a mountain range on the other. It's what one might call a meditative drive, so I'll zen myself into a state of blissful betawaves and I'll be home before I know it.