Trigger Day

Yesterday's E2 = 750

Wow, nearly doubled. Lab error or what? Hmm...

There are four follicles. One's ready to go at 18, the other three are all under 15. I forget the values but there's a chance that two MIGHT be big enough at trigger. I sorta doubt the 4th will make it at all.

So 1 for sure. Maybe 2 or 3 if we're lucky. And if we get 4, I'm heading out to buy a lottery ticket.

I had to take the S/O's two kids (4 and 5) to the appointment. Ugh. They behaved horribly...huge mistake. I felt bad for everyone. Whereas the nurses had previously said it was OK to bring them and that they'd watch them while I had my U/S, at some point it was clear that the offer had been revoked and that I'd have to bring them into my exam.

The kids have known me since the day they were born, they walk in on me while I'm going to the bathroom or bathing. They've seen me naked. But having them in there while the blessed dildo cam is out and about was unnerving. Luckily they were positioned behind me in such a way that they could only see the U/S screen. Whew.

All I know is that I'll never do that again. Ever.

Triggering tonight at 11pm with 10,000iu of HCG in the shoulder (oww!!). WTF is up with the shoulder? They said that they've found it absorbs better in the shoulder. Really? Wow.

Sorta feels like a bit of a waste to be moving forward considering how bad it all is, but there's so little time left. Canceling a cycle now, no matter how bad almost feels sacrilegious.