5%

Today my chances of getting pregnant slip to 5%.

Happy birthday to me..................?

On Hiatus

God, I haven't been here in awhile. I'm not entirely sure if I've given up, but most days it feels like it.

I am having a real hard time envisioning that I will try again. But I reserve the right to change mind my mind at the drop of a hat. I am still taking my enbrel just in case that hat does indeed drop.

I'm currently in Stuttgart, until the 2nd of December. Just relaxing, sleeping in when I can, and touring about a bit during the day, when so motivated. Today I am NOT motivated. It's gray, windy, and threatening outside, and I'd rather just drink coffee and kick my feet up. I'm staying at a friend's apartment so it affords me the luxury of not feeling pressured to eek out every minute of every day running around with my head cut off. Now if I had paid for a hotel for each day it might be another story and I'd likely feel that I had to squeeze the juice out of each single day.

But not this trip. This is slooooow travel at it's best.

If only there was some warm sun to be had...